Tonight/tomorrow morning marks the 2nd anniversary of my friend's passing and the car accident...Half of my brain tries to push away any thoughts that would make me sad, but the other half can't seem to do that.
I'm just thinking of that night - the last night I saw her, spoke with her, laughed with her, the last night she was living and breathing. A concept I still can hardly grasp. Thoughts that give me an inexpressible type of pain and ache.
I wish I had someone to talk to right now. Someone who at least can pretend they understand. Sometimes when I start to feel the aching in my heart, it's like my body naturally shuts down, not allowing me to break down, leaving me with nothing but numbness. Part of me wants to let it out, but there is no one here but a bunch of strangers with their own things to deal with.
I miss you every day more than words can say. 2 years doesn't seem that long, but it feels like an entire lifetime ago. Days when we believed we were invincible, when most of our problems could be easily solved. Days when something so tragic like this was considered simply unimaginable. But it does happen, friends. So take it from me: Be more careful and responsible in any little action. Be appreciative and cherish each day with loved ones as it comes. Be grateful for every little thing, maybe I sound cliche, but it's not even a joke guys.
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