6 months left: Just one of those days.

Just 6 months left, you'd think it'd all be a piece of cake by now.

It is so much better than the beginning, but I still can't say it's all fine and dandy. I'm having one of those days where all the positivity in me seemed to have gone out the window, and all I'm left with is a feeling of emptiness and glum. Maybe because Hana's birthday is coming up. Maybe because I miss my loved ones. Maybe because I'm becoming more anxious as my time is getting shorter. Maybe because I recently was deceived by a supposed friend. Maybe because I don't feel as if I can speak to others without some sort of "pity" disguised as sympathy or people trying to fully understand me. Of course with all good intentions that are much appreciated, but still. I can't help but feeling somewhat alone. And I know I'll be fine- I always am.

I feel as if I've been through enough to know that I'll always be alright as a fact, but that doesn't mean it isn't difficult from time to time. I'm human right? Unfortunately. Oh well, keep it moving.