8 months to go: Striving for perfection.

Well, my spring semester classes have ended and I received 4 A's and 1 B. I was actually quite upset over that 1 B though. I know that makes me sound like a complete and total nerd, but it's only because I was so close to that 4.0, I could practically taste it! It's ok, I am more than happy with my 3.8. I walked in the Economics commencement ceremony and my parents were happy which made me happy. I'm happy for myself too, but I keep thinking of how I'm supposed to get out of the halfway house after the summer on a daily basis now that I'm done with my classes! I will be tutoring math at the University, but that's only part-time. I need to get out of the house! I'm hoping a good opportunity will come my way. I still have until January 2013 before complete freedom. My plan is to take LSAT classes too, but I need to work to save up some money!

I have been doing the "Insanity" workout video for over a month now here at the house with a few other girls. People say I'm the insane one if I think I need to lose weight, but they don't understand. I'm asian! That means I'm considered big amongst other girls. Plus, I'm tall- so tall girls cannot be big! I also want abs.

Why have I turned into some sort of perfectionist. I blame it on my mother- the ultimate perfectionist! Here I am, not completely content with my 3.8 or my body size, when in all honesty, there's nothing wrong with either. I can't help it though. There's always room for improvement. OMG! Help me! I sound just like my mother! No wonder I get so stressed or upset when disappointments arise in my life and I used to feel like a complete failure. At least I acknowledge this now, right?

Less than 8 months to go! I'm getting so anxious already. Good news is that D.O.C. finally responded to me regarding my A304 violent crime status and I am no longer an A304! This means I can go home soon on furlough passes. 12 hours, 24 hours, then 48 hours. What a blessing. I can't wait to go home and take a nice bubble bath, cook a good meal and lounge out watching movies. Oh, the simple things in life.